A Finish Line That Sparks Into A New Beginning

Hurm.. its been a while since i updated this blog... a lot of memories that were carved into my mind for the year 2010,..sweet and bitter memories, most of them taught me to be a better person that i should be..but there are some unforgettable moments that i will cherish for the rest of my life..:)

ive been searching through the years.. for a true friend.. but only a few that i can fully trust and be called as friends... what is life without friends.. just try to imagine that.. it really is a tough when it comes to the fact that i have friends that i hate.. that's for the record. i tend to grow up and my nature starts to evolve.. thats why i love to pick fights.. with anyone. trust me.with anyone..hahah

December has been a very meaningful year for me because it ended my single life.The Girl,That goes by the name of Nur Diyana Aimi,who is the same age at me.. offered me to be her man by her side..I cried tears of joy that time... Alhamdulillah...God Answered My Prayers.. and i give my gratitude to Him.. Amin.

December also has been the most memorable months for me.. because we spent a lot of time together.. oh im sure youre wondering who are the "them"? theyre of course my class mates.. Friends are treasures.. and im sure people who as no friend tends to die earlier.. because they dont have the support to strive through the hardships of life and sooner or later,he or she will give up and throw the towel .just like that.

but december also has brought me bitter memories to know the truth about my self.. I was jumping in joy when i was informed that i was accepted in being one of the candidates for the National Service Or aslo called PLKN. it really wass a once in a life time oppurtunity ... but the bad news is that..

i wasnt able to join it.. due to an illness which was detected whilei was going the medical checkup for the programme... I was detected with Diabetes Mellitus,A Disease where our body was contaminatd with too much glucose and this makes your body to weak faaster..
At 2oth december,i was forced by the doctor to be admitted to the hospital due to a reading of glucose which is 24.1,(which is very high) .. and also the doctor said i could collapse anytime and die into a coma.which i never expect it would happen...

well this morning.i met up with the doctor and had some chit chat.

His name was dr. George Ting , a pediatrician.. which was handling my case.. just this morning,he talked the sense right out of me to ask to change.not abruptly,but slowly...like the song goes. one step at a time.he asked me to try and imagine me as a person who lost 30 kilos.. hurm.. i wonder how would i look like in that matter...haha..well lets leave that for later.well to tell the truth, that was the first heart to heart conversation with someone.

ithink what ive written today would make up the months for my absence at this blog.. so until then .. janeee...

Haha. Aishiteruyo...(I Love You.)

Love.

when we talk about love.what is love?love is a feeling of comfort when youre with a person.. we never noe when it comes and when it will leave you....thats the bad points of love,getting dump sure is a hurtful feeling. but always remember"there are many fishes in the sea". but sometimes we cant wait for love and we have to grasp it before it goes away...

there are many types of love...monkey love.love triangle.and many more. just that i dont noe whjat to call it.hahaha.so lets see..when you ask me about love.haha.. youre just making me look like a fool. ive always been in love but ive never experienced love before.. most people dont believe that because they see i always hang out with girls but the truth is,theyre just my friends.im not lying.its true. theyre just friends...idono why... i can be a matchmaker(a good one of course!)but ironically,i cant match make myself.why?i dont know.. ive tried a lot of ways but it doesnt seem to work out.. maybe god said its still not the time for me to experience love and maybe he wants me to focus on studies.... well then.. like they say...the right time will sure come....and also the malays used to say...'kalau dah jodoh tu takkan ke mana...'should be practiced always because its true,rich,poor,healthy,sick,life,death,its all determined by Allah S.W.T.Wallahualam.So Until Then.G'nite Mate!

Its Been A While.

Hallo Bloggers.. Its Been A While Since I wrote here... time really flies.. who knew im already 17 and im gonna finish school in just emm... 7 week!!!??? oh my god! 7 weeks??? im gonna miss you guys.. a lot sweet and bitter memories i have gone through and i never thought it would end this fast... i really think that i changed a lot this year...my sisters changed me inside out by scolding and guiding me through these years...I Love my sisters so much!

well,on to my topic...THE Yo-Yo. Im sure Youve Heard of it.. well,who doesnt?it a toy that has been ages played.. even people in their 80's still play this toy.. it really is intriguing to see that toy to be played from the long ages.. up to now.. it really gives us an effect that we humans can evolve but still keep its masterpiece.like they say;“Life is a yo-yo, and mankind ties knots in the string”

A New Year, A New Challenge And A New Conflict.

Hi all...its been a while since i wrote to my post...haih.. life is tough this year....But When The Going Gets Tough..The Tough Gets Going.so My New Year Resolution Is To Start A New Life,Turn Over A New Leave And Change My Attitude towards people.. Let Them Know That Im Not A Person To Be Played With.. People thinks that im someone that always smiles ut actually.. i bleed inside.. just that i dont want to show it to others...i never cry..but i do bleed inside...im dedicate this Post To My SSp.He never thinks of people's feelings..i want him to feel what i feel...

Ive Trusted him too much... i give him my trust and respect but everything was in vain... he never seem to change...i dont understand why...just because of that im going to do some thing that will make him notice.to others... let them hate me for the new me....i have to change. to izzan your word have been useless to me.. seems that the advice you've given me was also in vain... ill have to change...i cant improve.sorry izzan

im going to keep silent when he talks.let him talk alone.i dont care.im sick and tired of him.cant help it any more...let him say he's sorry or anything... but i wont forgive him no matter what.