A New Year, A New Challenge And A New Conflict.

Hi all...its been a while since i wrote to my post...haih.. life is tough this year....But When The Going Gets Tough..The Tough Gets Going.so My New Year Resolution Is To Start A New Life,Turn Over A New Leave And Change My Attitude towards people.. Let Them Know That Im Not A Person To Be Played With.. People thinks that im someone that always smiles ut actually.. i bleed inside.. just that i dont want to show it to others...i never cry..but i do bleed inside...im dedicate this Post To My SSp.He never thinks of people's feelings..i want him to feel what i feel...

Ive Trusted him too much... i give him my trust and respect but everything was in vain... he never seem to change...i dont understand why...just because of that im going to do some thing that will make him notice.to others... let them hate me for the new me....i have to change. to izzan your word have been useless to me.. seems that the advice you've given me was also in vain... ill have to change...i cant improve.sorry izzan

im going to keep silent when he talks.let him talk alone.i dont care.im sick and tired of him.cant help it any more...let him say he's sorry or anything... but i wont forgive him no matter what.