Hurm Devastating.

ever wonder why people fall sick?its because they dont take care of them selves. we tend to over do it without thinking the cost of it to our lives.. if we, dont do anything about it. theres no way we can stop the sickness. thats what i cant achieve.i always tend to be the black sheep so most of the time.im always being scolded. but its ok. ill manage. people used to think im the cheerful one.. but the truth is. im very fragile. very2 fragile. i tend to act tough but i do break down and cry. thats why when i try and try to get back up again but i just cant.. people dont see the way i see things.thats why. i just want a normal subtle life.is that so hard to ask for.hurm....